2 weeks ago
God is still working on me. This week I went back to the camp that has been my favorite summer getaway for 6 years. Last year, though, it changed me. A year ago I re-dedicated my life to Jesus, spent time in the healing room, and truly gave up my addictions, pain, past, and my mental disorders. I made it a year clean from prescriptions, drugs, therapy, eating disorders, and self harm. It truly amazes me I went from such a scary person to the person I am today. The only reason is Jesus. This year at camp was a little different for me since I finally got to go pretty level headed. This week Jesus spoke to me in ways like never before. He spoke to me directly about my future and how I needed to let that go. He spoke to me through a young girl who called me a role model. He spoke to me through a speaker who told me I should use my writing talents to help people live without drugs and with Jesus. He spoke to me through a camp staffer and told me I was intelligent. He spoke to me through a female speaker who told me I went through things not only for me, but to help others after me. Jesus moved this week. I’m so eager to see where he takes me.