1 week ago
@bodeburnout everything feels pretty Fucking hopeless, life has thrown lots of “fuck you” balls my way... but all I can do is take it day by day and do what I can to make it better. I can’t kill myself because I have a kid nor can I abuse hard drugs to escape my feelings... although both of those options sound pretty damn appealing.. I must press on and do what’s best and healthy for me and my son. How come doing the right thing is always the hardest? What is the point of this existence? It feels as if God enjoys letting us suffer. Idk. If we are all Gods children then why does he allow constant bullshit to be let into our lives? I have a son and I try everything in my power to keep him safe from harm. Maybe we aren’t gods children. Maybe we are just test subjects and some form of entertainment for whoever tf is running things.