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Close to 6 months ago, when I was still working in my 9-hour office shifts, stuck in the same cycle of "This is not what I am made for but can't have the courage to leave my job. Just imagine the risk. Bloody Hell. Lets keep dying a little each day instead. Atleast its easier that ways. Wouldn't have to fight a thousand fights," I did an interview with the beautiful and insanely kind hearted Miss World Malaysia 2009 @thanujaananthan for an amazing tv show Beauty Rewards.
For one of the questions asked in the show about beginning runway, I said "Hopefully This Year" with a pit in my stomach, thinking "Am I lying to myself? Like this, doing nothing but wanting to do everything, I ain't getting shit." -
Cant believe that the same TV interview comes out this month exactly a week after my first ever runway. Something which at that time, along with the idea of following my dream, seemed far off and next to impossible.
I MADE IT.
No matter how big or small. No matter for how long or short, I made it.
I took the risk. I did the work. And fought all the fights which were worth fighting for.
In this moment, I am blessed. Trying not to curse my past for taking so long to listen to my heart and trying not to get swayed away by what the future would bring or would it bring enough.
Just staying in the moment. Being blessed to work for myself every second of every day.
What a life.
Gratitude Beyond Expression.
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A program which showcases 13 beautiful women from Malaysia, Indonesia and North-India. It reveals the beauty secret by the beauties themselves who are the former beauty queens, models and TV celebrities.
Watch Beauty Rewards on 22nd Aug 2019 (every Thursday). 9.30am @ TV Okey (109)
Produced by @sempoiproductions
Directed by @shashitharan.official
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