9 hours ago
There's just something about doors that I find so mesmerizing. Maybe its because each one is an entrance to a whole new place. Maybe it's because I ache to open doors, to explore the other side, to glean everything I can from every adventure. But maybe it's because deep down I know my present door will close, leaving me alone in the hallway...maybe I am too desperate to find the next best door, maybe I'm not content staying in the hallway - I want to explore every door - I dont want to settle for the easiest door to open or the easiest handle to turn... •
Doors are mesmerizing. Doors are exciting when they open and sometimes painful when they close and I am not used to doors closing, I wish I could see all of them open at once. I wish every door would be a grand adventure that lasts forever but sometimes we need the painful endings, the closing doors. Sometimes the painful endings teach us something about the next door...
The trouble is, after all this time, after many closed doors and many ended adventures, I am still not good at goodbye.