3 hours ago
EXCUSE MY GOLDEN RANT BELOW:
I had no intentions of posting anything gold. just isn't of interest to me at this point. HOWEVER, here I am. GOLD ROSES from a florist in Russia..
Woke up early, per usual, and decided to listen to my SPOTIFY playlist. Who knows who puts these songs in my profile, but they keep telling the same story every time they update so I just LISTEN at this point. ANYWAY..
The included song above, 'GOLDEN' by the same artists who sing the song 'COMPLICATED' as posted below, came on. Heard it before but don't listen to it often. ANYWAY..
when it came on I looked at the title. BLEW IT OFF..
then the HOOK came on.
I just listened, on. until..
The Lord chimed in that I shouldn't abort a revelation designed specifically for ME just because someone thought they had the authority to transfer it into unclean hands as a careless gesture. He said, "Maybe you should hold onto it and allow its meaning to be revived for you?" God is really serious about how He introduced a color scheme into a deeper meaning to lock my faith into HIM, so I could walk out the manifestation of a miracle I have never experienced. HOWEVER..
He is presenting this as an OPTION of FREE WILL. maybe you know where I'm headed w/this?
I can't and won't revive THIS one, or ANY for that matter. I has the visual HE sent me to, in my mind on LOCK, so I can never see this hue and forget. It's stuck in my head. Colors are just colors again. NOTHING moves me to revelation anymore. I'm even burying my sacred hue 🌸 and returning to my earth tones alone: just army greens, browns, tan, burnt orange, gentle blues, bronze, maybe a bittersweet rose gold, off whites and a lightly polished red as symbolically equivalent to the resting sunset in the evening sky, as it dips below the axis of Mother Earth's rotation to hollow the sky, so the calm of nightfall can envelope the atmosphere w/its restfulness; which in turn, keeps black in my mix, which is not a color, but a shade.
YEAH.. I'm also considering dumbing down the way I speak. Did you read what I just wrote, in full? The contrast between my words and thought pattern are.. (cont. below)