1 day ago
"Leave Me Alone"
"Ruminating, fill balloons up full of doubt
Do the same things, if I don't, I'm overwhelmed
Thoughts are pacing, they go 'round and 'round and 'round
It's so draining, let's move onto something else, fine
I'm in the game, but they don't even know it
Like I'm undercover and don't want to blow it
I come out of nowhere, they don't even notice
The flow is so cold, you would think it was snowing
I'm under the weather, but wind isn't blowing
I got an umbrella for difficult moments
You got to admit it, I'm very devoted
I'm out in the rain, but it don't always open, so I
Hold up my balloons and cover up my face
I can feel them weighing on me every day
I should let 'em go and watch 'em float away
But I'm scared if I do, then I'll be more afraid
Tell them how I feel, but they don't want to change
Tell them how I feel, but they remain the same
Loosen up my grip, they say that's not okay
Quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ay, leave me alone!
Quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ay (yeah), leave me alone!
My balloons are my stories...I fill them up everyday with thoughts and words...my doubts, frustrations, challenges and difficulties...
I replace them with the memories, the happiness, the joy, the moments I can't forget...the love ❤❤❤ I have for them...👨👧👦👨👧👦 my constant reminder...my why...my purpose...
#inmyownhead 🤔 patient...always ready to come out of nowhere...and to remind them...that I'm #alwayscomingbackhometoyou you're my fuel 🔥🔥🔥... #ipromise 🙌🏼 stronger and harder...
#keepmovingforward #dieonmyownsword #thatswhatido #builtdifferently #lancasterpa #timeandpatience #empathy #selfawareness #love #nf @nfrealmusic #leavemealone