ptsd Photos & Videos

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Yesterday's evening walk ๐ŸŒƒ Walked to the beach, Dex didn't want to swim so he just watched us play. Nea walked out further than she usually does - it's one of the signs that she is getting better, she trust me in water and it's super mega hot. After about half an hour it came a lot of people to swim so we went on a walk instead, we walked along the river. I'm so happy to see Nea so alert, happy and playful, it's really been a long time since she was this full of energy. She shows small progress all the time! When we got home I cuddled with Meeko, food prep fixed and I ate lunch/dinner at midnight ๐Ÿ˜‚ I'm such a bad eater in this heat ๐Ÿ”ฅ #yesterday

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Our final recovery story for now, posting will go back to normal starting tomorrow morning! Ty for all that shared โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ

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In some circles, adults are known as the โ€œsilent majorityโ€ of sexual abuse victims in the church. Find out why its not an affair, and what some of the devastating consequences are when a position of power is abused. Link in bio.

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Two wonderful recovery stories

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19.07.2018 Today I escaped the reality of life for a couple hours. I took my laptop and my headphone. Grab a coffee and some strawberries and went to a beautiful place out in nature. I purposely put my phone on airplane mood and just tuned out and started typing. Nature is so calming and I love it. As someone once said to me blue and green should often be seen!! It was a good couple hours escaping everything till the reality of life set back in. In other news had a very frustrating phone call with my counselling clinic today which ruined my lovely time out in nature but yeah. * * #anorexia #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #edwarrior #edfighter #borderline #bpd #bpdrecovery #bpdwarrior #mentalhealth #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthwarrior #recovery #recoveringaussies #adultswitheds #ptsd #ptsdwarrior #ptsdrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexรฌanervosarecovery #recoveringanorexic #borderlinepersonality #posttraumaticstressdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderwarrior #edsoldiers #cptsd #vegan #recoveringvegan

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Another wonderful recovery story ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’š

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โ€œHuman connection is the most vital aspect of our existence. Without the sweet presence of another being, we are lonely stars in an empty space waiting to shine gloriously.โ€ - Joe Straynge. (Artwork by James R Eads) #instaquote #instagood #instahealth #health #mentalhealth #connection #humanconnection #emotionalneeds #together #attachment #secureattachment #relationships #friendship #depression #anxiety #bpd #ptsd #trauma #healing #recovery #therapy #schematherapy #hsp #highlysensitiveperson

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2 things. Should I turn this into a hentai account? And hmu if youโ€™re going to warped tour July 29th in Columbia MD.

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Never alone. ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ๐Ÿ๏ธ #positive #positivity #positivequotes #quotes #quoteoftheday #inspire #inspiring #inspirational #inspiringquotes #spiritual #spiritualenergy ย  #spiritualjourney #spiritualgrowth #depression #anxiety #ptsd #awareness #recovery #mentalhealth #mentalillness #keepgoing #staystrong #MandyPanic

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Recovery story โค๏ธ

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Mama sometimes has severe bouts of vertigo, especially when rinsing her hair in the shower. Because of this, one of my tasks is going to be to alert and brace her if necessary during these episodes, so she needs me to be confident in the tub. That's not a problem! I love it! - - - Tulukaruq (Central Yup'ik for Raven) is a 6 month old male Siberian Husky; he was born in Buckeye, Arizona. ๐ŸŒตโ˜€ - - - Tulukaruq is in training to be a Service Dog for his disabled handler, Xenora ( @cemetery.sin ). โ™ฟ - - - Please feel free to DM for training questions or comments! We love to hear from our followers! Want to be pawtners? Let us know! ๐Ÿ“ฌ๐Ÿ“จ - - - #servicedog #servicedogintraining #sd #sdit #assistancedog #medicalalertdog #lightmobilitydog #workingdog #psychiatricservicedog #ptsd #cptsd #generalizedanxietydisorder #anxiety #panicdisorder #vertigo #panicattacks #agoraphobia #disassociation #migraines #ibs #semicolonproject #spoontheory #spoonies #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #siberianhusky #husky #6months

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Mama sometimes has severe bouts of vertigo, especially when rinsing her hair in the shower. Because of this, one of my tasks is going to be to alert and brace her if necessary during these episodes, so she needs me to be confident in the tub. That's not a problem! I love it! - - - Tulukaruq (Central Yup'ik for Raven) is a 6 month old male Siberian Husky; he was born in Buckeye, Arizona. ๐ŸŒตโ˜€ - - - Tulukaruq is in training to be a Service Dog for his disabled handler, Xenora ( @cemetery.sin ). โ™ฟ - - - Please feel free to DM for training questions or comments! We love to hear from our followers! Want to be pawtners? Let us know! ๐Ÿ“ฌ๐Ÿ“จ - - - #servicedog #servicedogintraining #sd #sdit #assistancedog #medicalalertdog #lightmobilitydog #workingdog #psychiatricservicedog #ptsd #cptsd #generalizedanxietydisorder #anxiety #panicdisorder #vertigo #panicattacks #agoraphobia #disassociation #migraines #ibs #semicolonproject #spoontheory #spoonies #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #siberianhusky #husky #6months

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*Werbung wegen Halsband/ Geschirr/ Sonnenbrille (selbst gekauft) . Guten Morgen, bevor der Horror am Montag anfing, waren wir gefรผllt mit Kraft und wundervollen Erinnerungen an ein super Wochenende. Wie schnell sich alles im Leben รคndern kann. Aber das ist gut. Denn es heiรŸt ja dann auch umgekehrt kann es ganz schnell wieder gut werden. Darauf hoffe ich jetzt. Wir sind gleich unterwegs ins Krankenhaus, um die Verlobte von Rudi zu unterstรผtzen. Sie muss dort noch Sachen abgeben. Spรคter haben wir noch Training. Auch wenn ich absolut keine Kraft dazu habe. Ich versuche dann an das Wochenende zu denken und Kraft daraus zu schรถpfen โ˜€๏ธ๐Ÿพ Und Yukina- die weicht grade nicht von meiner Seite. Die sรผรŸe- ohne sie wรคre ich grade echt verloren. . . #meer #kurztrip #freundschaft #dankbar #trauer #ptbs #ptsd #dis #assistenzhundinausbildung #servicedogintraining #katrinundyukina #yukina #labrador #labradorofinstagram #dog #dogsofinstagram

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์ด์ผ์€ ์‘๊ธ‰์‹ค์—๋งŒ ๊ตญํ•œ๋œ ์ผ์ด ์•„๋‹™๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.. ์ด๊ธ€์„ ์ฝ๋Š” ๋‹น์‹  ํ˜น์€ ๊ฐ€์กฑ๋“ค์ด ์‘๊ธ‰์ƒํ™ฉ์œผ๋กœ ๋ณ‘์›์—๊ฐ”๋Š”๋ฐ.. ์ด ์ƒํ™ฉ์— ์žˆ์—ˆ๋‹ค๋ฉด ๊ณผ์—ฐ ์•ˆ์ •์ ์ธ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์™€ ์ฒ˜์น˜๋ฅผ ๋ฐ›์„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ์„๊นŒ์š”.. ํ™˜์ž๋กœ ์œ„์žฅํ•œ ๊ฐ€ํ•ด์ž๋“ค๋กœ์ธํ•ด...์ •๋ง ์˜๋ฃŒ์ง„์˜ ๋„์›€์ด ํ•„์š”ํ•œ ํ™˜์ž๋“ค๊ณผ ๋ณดํ˜ธ์ž๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ ํ”ผํ•ด๊ฐ€ ๊ฐ€์งˆ ์•Š๊ธธ ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋ฉด์„œ ๊ธ€์„ ์”๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. โœ๐Ÿป #https ://www1.president.go.kr/petitions/294032 (์ œํ”„๋กœํ•„์•„๋ž˜ ๋งํฌ๊ฐ€ ์žˆ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ํด๋ฆญํ•˜์…”์„œ ์ฒญ์›ํ•ด์ฃผ์„ธ์š”) __๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๊ทผ๋ฌดํ•˜๋Š” ๊ณณ์€ ์•”๋ณ‘์›์ด๋‹ค๋ณด๋‹ˆ ๋งˆ์•ฝ์„ฑ์ง„ํ†ต์ œ๋ฅผ ์‚ฌ์šฉํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๊ณ  addictionํ™˜์ž๋„ ์ ์  ๋Š˜์–ด๋‚˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค. ๋งˆ์•ฝ์„ฑ์ง„ํ†ต์ œ๋ฅผ ์ฃผ์ง€์•Š์œผ๋ฉด ํ™”๋„ ๋‚ด๊ณ  ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋„ ์ง€๋ฅด๊ณ  ์š•์„ ํ• ๋ฟ๋งŒ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ ์‹ ์ฒด์ ์œผ๋กœ ์œ„ํ˜‘์„ ๊ฐ€ํ•œ๋‹ค. ์ตœ๊ทผ์— ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์‘๊ธ‰์‹ค์—๋„ ์นผ๋กœ ์‹ ์ฒด๋ฅผ ๊ณณ๊ณณ์„ ์ฐข์–ด๋ฒ„๋ฆฌ๊ฒ ๋‹ค๋Š” ํ˜‘๋ฐ•์ „ํ™”๋ฅผ ํ•œ ํ›„ ์ปคํ„ฐ์นผ์„ ๋“ค๊ณ  ์ฐพ์•„์˜จ ํ™˜์ž๊ฐ€ ์žˆ์—ˆ๋‹ค. ์ง€์†์ ์œผ๋กœ ํ™˜์ž๋กœ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ์–ธ์–ดํญ๋ ฅ๊ณผ ํ™˜์ž์˜ ์•กํŒ…์•„์›ƒ์œผ๋กœ ์‘๊ธ‰์‹ค ์˜๋ฃŒ์ง„ ๋ชจ๋‘๋Š” ์ง€์น ๋Œ€๋กœ ์ง€์ณ์žˆ์—ˆ๋‹ค. ์ž…์—๋‹ด์„ ์ˆ˜ ์—†๋Š” ์š•์„ ์„ž์–ด๊ฐ€๋ฉฐ ์‹ ์ฒด ๊ฐ๋ถ€์œ„๋ฅผ ์ฐข๊ณ , ๊ธฐ๋ฆ„์„ ๋ถ€์–ด ๋ถˆ์„ ์ง€๋ฅธ๋‹ค๊ณ ํ•˜๋ฉฐ, ์‘๊ธ‰์‹ค์„ ํ”ผ๋ฐ”๋‹ค๋ฅผ ๋งŒ๋“ค๊ฒ ๋‹ค๋Š” ์ •๋ง ๋ง๋„์•ˆ๋˜๋Š” ์ง€์†๋˜๋Š” ์ „ํ™”ํ˜‘๋ฐ•๊ณผ ์–ธ์ œ ๋‹ค์‹œ ์ฐพ์•„์˜ฌ์ง€๋„ ๋ชจ๋ฅธ๋‹ค๋Š” ์œ„ํ˜‘๊ฐ์— ํ•˜๋ฃจ๋„ ๋ง˜ํŽธํžˆ ๊ทผ๋ฌด ํ•  ์ˆ˜๊ฐ€ ์—†๋‹ค. ์ถœํ‡ด๊ทผ์„ ํ• ๋•Œ๋„ ์•ž๋’ค๋ฅผ ์‚ดํŽด๊ฐ€๋ฉฐ ๋ˆ„๊ตฐ๊ฐ€๊ฐ€ ๋”ฐ๋ผ์˜ค์ง€๋Š” ์•Š๋‚˜ ํ™•์ธํ•˜๋ฉฐ ๊ฐ€์•ผํ–ˆ๋‹ค. ์ž ์„ ์ž˜๋•Œ๋„ ๊ทธํ™˜์ž์˜ ํ–ˆ๋˜ ๋ง๋“ค์ด ์•…๋ชฝ์œผ๋กœ ๋‚˜ํƒ€๋‚˜ ์ž ๋„ ํŽธํžˆ ์ž˜์ˆ˜๋„ ์—†์—ˆ๋‹ค. ๋‚œ์ƒ ์ฒ˜์Œ ์ •์‹ ๊ณผ ์ง„๋ฃŒ๋„ ๋ด์•ผ๋งŒํ–ˆ๊ณ ...PTSD(์™ธ์ƒํ›„์ŠคํŠธ๋ ˆ์Šค์žฅ์• )์ง„๋‹จ๋„ ๋ฐ›์•˜๋‹ค. ํ™˜์ž๊ฐ€ ์˜ฌ๋•Œ๋งˆ๋‹ค ์ •์‹ ๊ณผ์—์„œ ๋ฐ›์€ ์•ฝ์„ ๋ณต์šฉํ•ด์•ผ๋งŒ ํ˜ธํก์ด ๋นจ๋ผ์ง€๊ณ  ์†๊ณผ ๋ฐœ์ด ๋–จ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๊ตณ์–ด๊ฐ€๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์„ ๋ง‰์„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋‹ค. ํ‰์ƒ์‹œ์—๋Š” ์•„๋ฌด๋ ‡์ง€๋„ ์•Š์ง€๋งŒ,ํ™˜์ž๋ฅผ ๋งŒ๋‚˜๊ฑฐ๋‚˜..์Šค์ณ์ง€๋‚˜๊ฐ€๋ฉฐ ๋ณธ ๊ฒƒ์œผ๋กœ๋งŒ์œผ๋กœ๋„...๊ทธํ™˜์ž์˜ ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ๋“ฃ๋Š”๊ฒƒ๋งŒ์œผ๋กœ๋„ ์†Œ๋ฆ„์ด ๋ผ์น˜๊ณ  ๋ˆˆ๋ฌผ์ด ๋‚˜๋ฉฐ ๊ณผํ˜ธํก์ด ์˜ค๋Š” ๋ฐœ์ž‘์ฆ์„ธ๊ฐ€ ๋‚˜ํƒ€๋‚œ๋‹ค. ํ•œ๋ฒˆ ๋ฐœ์ž‘์ฆ์„ธ๊ฐ€ ๋‚˜ํƒ€๋‚˜๋ฉด ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ํž˜๋“ค๋‹ค. ์ง„์ •ํ•˜๊ธฐ๊นŒ์ง€ ๊ฝค ์˜ค๋žœ์‹œ๊ฐ„ ๊ธด์žฅ์†์— ๋–จ์–ด์•ผํ•œ๋‹ค. ๋ฌด์˜์‹์  ๋ฐ˜์‘์ด๊ธฐ์— ๋ญ˜ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์†์“ฐ๊ธฐ๋„ ์ „์— ๋ชธ์ด ๋ฐ˜์‘ํ•œ๋‹ค. ๋‚˜๋กœ ์ธํ•ด ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ํ™˜์ž์—๊ฒŒ ๊ฐˆ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ์™€ ์˜์‚ฌ ์„ ์ƒ๋‹˜๋“ค์˜ ๊ด€์‹ฌ์ด ๋‚˜์—๊ฒŒ ์ ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ •๋ง ์‘๊ธ‰ํ™˜์ž๋“ค์€ ๋‚จ๊ฒจ์ง€๊ฒŒ๋œ๋‹ค. ์ด๋Ÿฐ์ผ์ด ๋ฐ˜๋ณต๋˜๋‹ˆ ํ™˜์ž์—๊ฒŒ๋„ ๋ฏธ์•ˆํ•˜๊ณ , ๊ฐ™์ด์ผํ•˜๋Š” ์˜๋ฃŒ์ง„์—๊ฒŒ ๋ฏธ์•ˆํ•จ์ด ์ฃ„์ฑ…๊ฐ์œผ๋กœ ๋‹ค๊ฐ€์˜จ๋‹ค.์ด์ œ๋Š” ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ์ผ์„ ๊ณ„์† ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์„๊นŒ๋ผ๋Š” ์ƒ๊ฐ๋„ ๋“ ๋‹ค.. ์‹ ์ฒด์  ํญ๋ ฅ๋ณด๋‹ค ๋” ๋ฌด์„œ์šด๊ฒƒ์€ ์ •์‹ ์  ํญ๋ ฅ์ด๋‹ค. ์ˆ ์—์ทจํ•œ ์ƒํƒœ๋กœ ์˜จ ํ™˜์ž, ์•ฝ์—์ฉ”์–ด์„œ ์˜จ ํ™˜์ž ๋“ฑ์ด๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ์„œ ๋‹นํ•˜๋Š” ํญ๋ ฅ๋“ค์ด ๋„ˆ๋ฌด๋‚˜๋„ ๋‹น์—ฐํ•˜๋“ฏ ์ผ์–ด๋‚˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ๋ณ‘์›์˜ ํ˜„์‹ค์ด ์•ˆํƒ€๊น๋‹ค. ๋˜ํ•œ ์˜๋ฃŒ์ง„๋“ค์€ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ํ˜„์‹ค์„ ์–ด์ฉ”์ˆ˜ ์—†์ด ์ ์‘ํ•ด๋‚˜๊ฐ€์•ผ ํ•˜๋Š”.. ๋„๋Œ€์ฒด ์ด๋Ÿฐ ๋ถ€๋‹นํ•œ ์ผ์— ์™œ ์ ์‘ํ•ด์•ผํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์ธ์ง€... ํšŒ์˜๊ฐ์ด ์˜จ๋‹ค. ์š”๊ทผ๋ž˜ โ€˜์ต์‚ฐ ์‘๊ธ‰์‹ค ํญํ–‰ ์‚ฌ๊ฑดโ€™์œผ๋กœ ์ด๋Ÿฐ ํ˜„์‹ค์ด ์ˆ˜๋ฉด์œผ๋กœ ๋“œ๋Ÿฌ๋‚˜ ์ด์Šˆํ™”๋˜์—ˆ์ง€๋งŒ ๋‹ค์‹œ ์žŠํ˜€์ง€๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค. ๐Ÿ—ฃ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„๋“ค ์ง€์ธ ์ค‘์— ํ•œ๋ช…์€ ๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ์ผ์ˆ˜๋„์žˆ๊ณ , ์˜์‚ฌ์ผ ์ˆ˜๋„์žˆ๊ณ  ๋˜๋Š” ์˜๋ฃŒ์ง„์„ ๊ฟˆ๊พธ๋ฉฐ ๊ณต๋ถ€ํ•˜๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์žˆ์„ ๊ฒƒ์ด๋‹ค.....์ด๋“ค์˜ ์•ˆ์ „์„ ์ง€์ผœ์ฃผ์‹œ๊ณ  ์ด๋Ÿฐ ํ™˜์ž๋กœ ์œ„์žฅํ•œ ๊ฐ€ํ•ด์ž๋“ค๋กœ ์ธํ•ด ํ”ผํ•ด๋ฐ›๋Š” ํ™˜์ž๊ฐ€ ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์ผ ์ˆ˜๋„ ์žˆ์Œ์„ ์•Œ๊ณ  ์ฒญ์›ํ•ด์ฃผ์„ธ์š”. #์‘๊ธ‰์‹ค #์‘๊ธ‰์‹คํญํ–‰ #์ต์‚ฐ์‘๊ธ‰์‹ค #์ต์‚ฐ์‘๊ธ‰์‹คํญํ–‰ #์ฒญ์™€๋Œ€์ฒญ์› #์‘๊ธ‰์‹ค๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ #๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ #๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ๊ทธ๋žจ #๊ฐ„ํ˜ธํ•™๊ณผ #๊ฐ„ํ˜ธ์Šคํƒ€๊ทธ๋žจ #๋„์Šคํƒ€๊ทธ๋žจ #๋„์Šค #๋„์Šคํƒ€๊ทธ๋žจ ๐Ÿฅ #๊ฐ„ํ˜ธํ•™๊ณผ #์˜์‚ฌ #์˜์‚ฌ์Šคํƒ€๊ทธ๋žจ #๋‚˜์ดํŒ…๊ฒŒ์ผ #emergencyroom #ER #daily #PTSD #์™ธ์ƒํ›„์ŠคํŠธ๋ ˆ์Šค์žฅ์•  #์™ธ์ƒํ›„์ŠคํŠธ๋ ˆ์Šค์ฆํ›„๊ตฐ #๋ณ‘์›๊ทผ๋ฌด #์‘๊ธ‰์‹ค๊ทผ๋ฌด #

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29 minutes ago

Learning place commands is "ruff" - especially when I'm in the kitchen and mama is baking salmon (my favorite!). I got lots of bites for being a good boy! - - - Tulukaruq (Central Yup'ik for Raven) is a 6 month old male Siberian Husky; he was born in Buckeye, Arizona. ๐ŸŒตโ˜€ - - - Tulukaruq is in training to be a Service Dog for his disabled handler, Xenora ( @cemetery.sin ). โ™ฟ - - - Please feel free to DM for training questions or comments! We love to hear from our followers! Want to be pawtners? Let us know! ๐Ÿ“ฌ๐Ÿ“จ - - - #servicedog #servicedogintraining #sd #sdit #assistancedog #medicalalertdog #lightmobilitydog #workingdog #psychiatricservicedog #ptsd #cptsd #generalizedanxietydisorder #anxiety #panicdisorder #vertigo #panicattacks #agoraphobia #disassociation #migraines #ibs #semicolonproject #spoontheory #spoonies #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #siberianhusky #husky #6months

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Verwandter von @trustmeurbad Gruppenfรผhrer eines Falschirmjรคgerkontingents, 2009/10 in Afghanistan stationiert ๐Ÿ‡ฉ๐Ÿ‡ช Danke fรผr deinen Dienst Kamerad! Schreibt eure Erinnerungen aus dem Einsatz in die Kommentare! _______________________________________ #Bundeswehr #WirDienenDeutschland #Heer #Marine #Luftwaffe #Infanterie #Kameradschaft #Sani #ISAF #KFOR #MINUSMA #CampCastor #Soldat #Soldaten #Veteranen #Veteranenstimmen #EinsatzVeteranen #PTBS #GermanArmy #Soldiers #Soldier #Deployment #Combat #ArmedForces #SpecialForces #Veterans #PTSD

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42 minutes ago

Sometimes I spend too much time staring down at the ground, trying to follow the breadcrumbs back to who I used to be, Before. Sometimes I look up and I am reminded that the After holds its own beauty and purpose. We must keep moving on, if only because the view facing forward is so much better.

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46 minutes ago

Not long to go! So proud to be performing in the same fringe as so many other amazing creatives and shows. If you want to come and see myself and the rest of @7thsensetheatre perform @memorysoldierplay weโ€™ll be in at the @camdenpeoplestheatre the 13th, 14th and 15th August. The link to book tickets is in my bio. _____________________ #7thsensetheatre #acting #actor #actorslife #army #art #artistslife #camdenfringe #camdenfringe2018 #camdenfringefestival #camdenpeoplestheatre #comingsoon #devisedtheatre #eaglesquad #emergingcompany #ensemble #fringe #fringetheatre #londontheatre #memorysoldierplay #mentalhealth #newplays #newtheatre #newwriting #offwestend #performance #PTSD #soldiers #theatre #theatrecompany

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57 minutes ago

Sunset on Mt. Hood. Mount Hood, called Wy'east by the Multnomah tribe, is a potentially active stratovolcano in the Cascade Volcanic Arc of northern Oregon. It was formed by a subduction zone on the Pacific coast & rests in the Pacific Northwest region of the United States. In addition to being Oregon's highest mountain, it is one of the loftiest mountains in the nation based on its prominence. #majestic_view #timberlinelodge #landscapephotography #photography #mthood #mthoodmagic #volcano #pnw #pdxphotographer #wilderness #oregonstate #cascades #explore #adventure #photography #viewpoint #naturephotography #therapeutic #journey #100daysofhiking /exploration #nature #lovethelifeyoulive #hiking #asthmatichiker #epilepsyawareness #livethelifeyoulove #epilepsy #natureismytherapy #ptsdawareness #ptsd

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1 hour ago

Worked my last shift at Starbucks today. 9+ years and really, it felt like only a handful. Barista work isn't for the meek. This career taught me more about the world than any college institution could. It's given me heartfelt times and knowledge. What a journey It's been. I thank you. #bye #Starbucks #barista #thirdplace #retirment #ivepayedmydues #imout #thankyoubut #byefelicia #morepay #wouldvebeennice #DrPhil #iveheardsomeshit #ptsd #idpaytoseeyousweat #mostpeoplearedicks #ithoughtotherwise #sadtruth #levelup #rockon #professionalbadass

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1 hour ago

REORG Foundation Gis matching some of the environments we operate in! โ€œJungleโ€ โ€œArcticโ€ & โ€œBlack Opsโ€ AVAILABLE NOW!!! ๐Ÿ‘€ Link in bio โ˜๏ธThe wait is over, thank you all for your patience! Get yours before they start to go! Available worldwide ๐ŸŒŽ ๐ŸŒ Link in bio โ˜๏ธ You can join the mission and help support REORG Jiu Jitsu Foundation! Go to ๐Ÿ‘‰ www.tatamifightwear.com The full range of REORG kit is available produced by Tatami Fightwear! Proceeds of the REORG Range directly support the REORG Jiu Jitsu Foundation through Tatami Fightwear. If your a Veteran and would like to get involved in Jiu Jitsu please message REORG directly @royalmarinesjiujitsu #reorg #royalmarinescharity #royalmarinesbjj #royalnavybjj #stateofmind #ufc #royalmarinescommando #bjj #jiujitsu #bjjlifestyle #jiujitsulifestyle #wedefyfoundation #military #militaryjiujitsu #vetransjiujitsu #mentalhealth #combatstress #ptsd #commando #greenberet #rvn #tomhardy #jungle @jimmy_phoenix_mma @tatamifightwear @wedefyfoundation @rogergracie @markormrod @liam_dowthwaite @cagewarriors @ufceurope

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Sometimes I can spend a whole day caught in my mind, so absorbed in the chaos of my thoughts I lose track of reality, detached form my being. Everything feels completely foreign, like nothing truly belongs to me. ~โ€ข~ {I often still suffer from triggers which can be completely thought of as "irrational". One of them being recently, a planet that can be seen in the night sky (don't know which one it is) and looking almost like a very bright star. I had woken up in the middle of the night and saw it outside my window, and as someone who loves astronomy, planets and the stars, I remember being told over and over again by my abusers that the first sign of "the end of the world and corruption" would be the sight of a large bright star, and then follows it a massive heat wave on earth and soon...worldwide chaos. The governments will turn on the people, children would be taken away, there would be death and loss of freedoms, religion would fall and we would all be controlled and forced or killed. Over and over different ideas of "armageddon" and such filled me and I often still suffer terrible nightmares and even seeing beautiful things like this make me literally dissociate and make me panic so badly I start to lose touch with reality and question my life and everything around me. Possibly one of the ugliest feelings to ever go through, I wouldn't wish this fucking paranoid/indoctrinated PTSD on anyone. I hate it, nothing ever helps these moments and always having uncertainty about the future is one of my biggest fears...I hate it. RANT OVER...JUST IGNORE ME BEING A PIECE OF SHIT. ๐Ÿ˜’} B i b b yย  B r e a d ๐ŸŒน ~โ€ข~ โ€ข ๐ŸŒ™ โ€ข ๐ŸŒ™ โ€ข ๐ŸฆŠ #poetry ~๐ŸŒน #emotional ~๐ŸŒ™ #vent ~๐Ÿ’ซ #memories ~๐ŸŒน #childhood ~๐ŸŒ™ #innocent ~๐Ÿ’ซ #comfort ~๐ŸŒน #soft ~๐ŸŒ™ #aesthetic ~๐Ÿ’ซ #pale ~๐ŸŒน #sweet ~๐ŸŒ™ #love ~๐Ÿ’ซ #recovery ~๐ŸŒน #pain ~๐ŸŒ™ #trauma ~๐Ÿ’ซ #ptsd ~๐ŸŒน #csa ~๐ŸŒ™ #anxiety ~๐Ÿ’ซ #depression ~๐ŸŒน #schizophernia ~๐ŸŒ™ #bpd ~๐Ÿ’ซ #suicide ~๐ŸŒน #selfharm ~๐ŸŒ™ #Dissociatidentity ~๐Ÿ’ซ #outofbodyexperinces ~๐ŸŒน #abuse ~๐ŸŒ™ #spirituality ๐ŸฆŠ

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TW: Guns - - ยฐ Birthday Outdoor Shooting Range trip today ๐Ÿค” (my chosen brother and I share a birthday we are one year apart!)! ๐Ÿ‘‘ It's been 11 years since I met my best friend, and four years since I met the man who saved me, and since I earned myself a damn good brother and sister in law.. through each others shit, we've only ever grown stronger and happier together. ๐Ÿค— - - I know the world tells you that you cant do it, I know the voices in your head tells you no one loves you, but trust me, someone does and always will. ๐Ÿงก Just hold on and make it to a good day and always treasure that day. It's just a rough patch, it's just the anxiety and depression whispering their manipulative whispers in your ears. ๐Ÿ™‰ - - Together we can do this, stay strong, live strong, but dont be army strong. ๐Ÿ˜‰ I love you. . . . . . . #guns #pistols #rifles #birthday #shooting #outdoors #oregon #beretta #ak15 #summer #family #friends #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #anxiety #depression #ptsd #panicdisorder #suicideawareness #standstrong #staypositive #positive #positivity #green #blue

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@asgucciardi repost ๐Ÿง˜โ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ˜Šโ˜€๏ธ๐Ÿ‘

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"I love you, And I'll do anything for you, even if it means I need to hurt you, but only to show you how much I care and how much more you could achieve, someone's got to keep you in line." ~โ€ข~ {I have been having a really harf time with feeling "unreal" lately. And all I seem to keep remembering is past trauma and abuse and situations where I have no idea how I was able to make it through. Sometimes I cry a lot because of the pain, But more so because admitting how strong of a person I had to be so suddenly is something I do not feel I am. You will never know how hard some times were, how hard I remember having to fight to just stay in touch with reality and not always in this "secret world" of mine. To endure things in which, sometimes only vaguely can be expressed, because if ever I said, them, I would disappear or never see any of you again. I am always fearful of my life and future, more so the people in it and around me... Because I feel all I have ever had to offer as the REAL me was pain, illness, and a distorted life. At least, as my other alters have been made known, have protected me and made me someone even worthy of life. Without them... I am no one. A blank canvas who only writes, creates and births tragedy. I have a name, But I never feel human. To those who do, I envy you.} B i b b yย  B r e a d ๐ŸŒน ~โ€ข~ โ€ข ๐ŸŒ™ โ€ข ๐ŸŒ™ โ€ข ๐ŸฆŠ #poetry ~๐ŸŒน #emotional ~๐ŸŒ™ #vent ~๐Ÿ’ซ #memories ~๐ŸŒน #childhood ~๐ŸŒ™ #innocent ~๐Ÿ’ซ #comfort ~๐ŸŒน #soft ~๐ŸŒ™ #aesthetic ~๐Ÿ’ซ #pale ~๐ŸŒน #sweet ~๐ŸŒ™ #love ~๐Ÿ’ซ #recovery ~๐ŸŒน #pain ~๐ŸŒ™ #trauma ~๐Ÿ’ซ #ptsd ~๐ŸŒน #csa ~๐ŸŒ™ #anxiety ~๐Ÿ’ซ #depression ~๐ŸŒน #schizophernia ~๐ŸŒ™ #bpd ~๐Ÿ’ซ #suicide ~๐ŸŒน #selfharm ~๐ŸŒ™ #Dissociatidentity ~๐Ÿ’ซ #outofbodyexperinces ~๐ŸŒน #abuse ~๐ŸŒ™ #spirituality ๐ŸฆŠ

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No excuses - sometimes life leads you to late nights and you donโ€™t make it to a workout on time, or sometimes at all. Get back on track. Tonight is another late night for me but I still crush 8 hours of sleep and lots of good healthy food. Beating PTSD, and the depression that lead me to nearly 300lbs is probably one of the biggest personal challenges Iโ€™ve faced and my friends and family are paying the price of less time with me while I take care of this. #nutrition #food #health #healthy #fitness @therock #weightloss #weightlossjourney #fit #gym #workout #family #ptsd #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #veteran #veterans #army #navy #airforce #military

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Implant a Fake Memory to The Brain How short-term memories can be transferred into long-termย memory? Memories are actually stored not just in one area, but a collection of identifiable neurons known as engrams. MIT researchers Steve Ramirez and Xu Liu recently made history when they successfully implanted a false memory into the mind of aย mouse The scientists injected a biochemical cocktail into the brain of mouse. The cocktail contained a gene with a light sensitive protein called channelrhodopsin-2. That injected into the dentate gyrus, the area in the hippocampus where memory isย encoded. Then implanted filaments into the mouseโ€™s skulls. These acted as a conduit for a laser to reactivate a memory by flooding certain neurons with laser light There are many positive implications for humans such as the ability to take the bite out of or even erase those painful memories attached to PTSD, depression, and other psychiatric disorders. Even holds promise for those suffering from substance abuse disorder Source: BigThink #neuroscience #fmri #ctscan #neuroscientist #brain #memory #consciousness #hippocampus #channelrhodopsin #researcher #neurobiology #neurology #neurophysiology #neuroanatomy #scienceiscool #scifibecomesreality #sciencetalk #computationalneuroscience #ptsd #neurons #amygdala #scienceisbeautiful #womeninscience #steinsgate0 #steinsgate #studygram #cerebralcortex

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Today was very rough... Iโ€™m in the process of raking my momโ€™s stuff to decide what I wanna give away, throw away and keep with me... I opened a box that was next to her bed and found that she had kept her Interpol ticket, inside a plastic bag, all protected... it was the last gig we attended together... I remember she was like: โ€œif you need the money, sell my ticket, go alone and show me pics and tell me all about it laterโ€... I was like: โ€œno mom, I got this ticket 6+ months ago and it is for you...โ€ No wonder how I cannot listen to Interpol anymore... my heart aches and breaks more and more each time I try !!! Grrrr ๐Ÿ˜ข I really donโ€™t know what Iโ€™m gonna do at the shows in August ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

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Trauma Talk ๐Ÿ—ฃHugs & crowds used to give me serious anxiety๐Ÿ™…โ€โ™€๏ธLike the kind of gut wrenching anxiety where your mouth goes completely dry, your heart starts racing a mile a minute and you start sweating profusely out of every pore in your body ๐Ÿ’ฆOn a bad day, I might have even hyperventilated or passed out. ๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™€๏ธTrue story. It took years of CBT therapy, yoga and mindfulness for me to feel comfortable with other peopleโ€™s touch again. Rewind โฎ to 2 years ago: If you had asked me to get in the MIDDLE of this circle and embrace strangers; I would have laughed, cried and then run away in flight mode. Itโ€™s amazing what a little love ๐Ÿ’•and support can do over time. Be patient. Give yourself some time โฐ Can you spot me ๐Ÿ‘€ ๐Ÿ“ธ @acrobuddhas #yoga #therapy #trauma #ptsd #anxiety #talk #mindfulness #teacher #love #support #tribe #circle #yogaeverydamnday #yogaeverywhere #toronto #mental #health #fitness

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UPDATE TIME : So on Tuesday night burtha ( the stoma ) was bleeding , it bleed over 2 stoma bags plus all the gaze I put on her , also the pain was extremely bad , I was shacking and almost screaming . So my doctor's who number I have said I could come to the city to my regular hospital ( which is a 1 hr drive ) or I could go to my local one just to get check out . So I made the decision to go to my local one thinking they would give me pain relief and see the surgeons and make a plan from there , I didn't turn out like that . So we turn up and I had a high fever , a heart rate of 140 and my blood pressure was low , the traige nurse was great and called for a doctor and I was off from there . The doctor seemed nice but really wasn't , she gave me one shot of pain relief and put me in a consult room so I could lye down , I was shaking and in so much pain by this point I thought I was dying ( especially with how much blood I lost ) . Then we were left in the consult room , my boyfriend and I . Then we reasked the doctor for more pain relief , she promised us she was getting some but it never came , my boyfriend also asked serveral nurses who just ignored us . By this point I was in agony , but the surgeon decided to turn up . He said I should stay the night to make sure there was no more bleeding but didn't care about the other symptoms . Now it's been over 4 hrs waiting for more pain relief and a stupid young nurse comes in and says " you need to go to the waiting room " we said " I can't move and where's the pain relief " she said straight up " you've been forgotten about in the consult room , that's why you haven't had pain relief . You need to move to the waiting room " I basically said " I can not move , I am not sitting up " then I could tell my boyfriend was going to lose it and so was I so I made the decision to pull the cannula out and said " were going " my boyfriend said " we're going to RPA " my regular hospital . So basically we walked out of blacktown and this nurse said " your deciding to leave , thats fine it's your decision " I was so pissed off and I barely could move . My boyfriend got the car and took me straight to RPA , read into comments

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If I could remove the knives you put in my back, I'd still leave you unharmed. ~โ€ข~ B i b b yย  B r e a d ๐ŸŒน ~โ€ข~ โ€ข ๐ŸŒ™ โ€ข ๐ŸŒ™ โ€ข ๐ŸฆŠ #poetry ~๐ŸŒน #emotional ~๐ŸŒ™ #vent ~๐Ÿ’ซ #memories ~๐ŸŒน #childhood ~๐ŸŒ™ #innocent ~๐Ÿ’ซ #comfort ~๐ŸŒน #soft ~๐ŸŒ™ #aesthetic ~๐Ÿ’ซ #pale ~๐ŸŒน #sweet ~๐ŸŒ™ #love ~๐Ÿ’ซ #recovery ~๐ŸŒน #pain ~๐ŸŒ™ #trauma ~๐Ÿ’ซ #ptsd ~๐ŸŒน #csa ~๐ŸŒ™ #anxiety ~๐Ÿ’ซ #depression ~๐ŸŒน #schizophernia ~๐ŸŒ™ #bpd ~๐Ÿ’ซ #suicide ~๐ŸŒน #selfharm ~๐ŸŒ™ #Dissociatidentity ~๐Ÿ’ซ #outofbodyexperinces ~๐ŸŒน #abuse ~๐ŸŒ™ #spirituality ๐ŸฆŠ

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Please Share my gofundme.. I would really appreciate it, my service has been retired which means I will no longer be working her.. So I have a lot of medical issues and no service dog.. This gofundme is to help me pay for a pup that I will be owner training it to be a service dog. the link is in my bio and in @servicemalinoisdog Bio #myservicedogisbroken #retiringservicedog #PTSD #POTS #Posturalorthostatictachycardiasyndrome #Posttraumaticstressdisorder #noservicedog #gofundme #share and #donate #pleasehelp #disability #mentallyandphysicallysick #mentallyandphysicallydisable

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#cbdforanxiety Most people donโ€™t understand the complexities of having an anxiety disorder and the effect it can have on your body, mind and spirit. No one chooses to feel the ways they do, but the accumulating dread someone feels in the back of their head can stop them from fully enjoying life. Life can be hard on someone living with perpetual stress or an anxiety disorder, and when it comes to doing small tasks โ€” especially if it has to do with going out in public or determining your future โ€” that small thing can seem really big. #cbdoil #anxiety #happy #socialanxiety #ptsd #ptsdawareness #karma #love #anxietysucks #insomnia #stressed #stress #selfhate #depressing #depression #loveme #recover #getbetter #healthy #badmood #anorexianervosa #recovering #bpd #instasad #upset #cheermeup #mentalhealthrecovery #realrecovery #invisibleillness

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Good Morning ๐ŸŒ What seeds will you be planting today? I woke up this morning and the first words that I said to myself was an affirmation by #louisehay - I love & approve of myself, all is well in my world, I am safe. Iโ€™m not sure way as I havenโ€™t said that affirmation for a long time but it is one that cracked me open and shook me to the ground at that point in my life. I used to say this in the mirror for around 100 dayโ€™s, until it felt true!! Bloody worked ๐Ÿ˜ what was the first thing you said to yourself this morning? I hope it was loving & kind ๐Ÿ’œ

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Regrann from @boredpd I wish I was able to always throw away the intrusive thoughts. Usually they come and pass quickly, but on days when I am feeling lower and more vulnerable it can be hard to move on when the intrusive thought seems right. . Tags: . . . . . . . . #bpd #borderline #eupd ย  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #instamentalhealth #instahealth #bpdmeme #meme #recovery #itsokaytonotbeokay #mentalhealthawareness #anxiety #depression #bipolar #stress #coping #selfcare #suicideprevention #depressed #ptsd #emo #fear #queer #mentalillness #mentalillnessawareness #mentallyill #selfharmrecovery

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eVox uses electroencephalography (EEG) to reveal biomarkers of physiological aging and memory performance. This can allow for early detection of memory loss and MCI. Plus, eVox measures Event-Related Potentials (ERPs), which reflect brain processing speed for cognitive processes like decision making, attention, and memory. ERP testing can reveal early risk measures of dementia. . . . ๐Ÿ’ฅ #SuperAgentEllie #eVoxRocks #medicaldevice #medicaldevicesales #medicaldeviceagent ๐Ÿ’ฅ #neuroscience #neurology #physiology #brains #brainhealth ๐Ÿ’ฅ #memory #memoryloss #alzheimers #ptsd #concussion ๐Ÿ’ฅ #depression #stress #stressfree #biogen #alzheimersawareness #dementia #dementia #biofeedback #mentalhealth #doctor #primarycare #science #healthy #medical #healthcare #internalmedicine

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๐ŸŒนdinner or whtever was a bagel w cream cheese and greens and blueberries, cherry tomatoes, baby carrots, and salsa ANNNNNNND Rev and me are cool. not back together, but i mean, we're good again, back on the same wavelength๐ŸŒˆim so fvcking glad, lmao, i cant stand a life w/o them in it, they are my Soul Mate, most good things i do are because of them - because i cant justify doing them for myself yet, but..one day๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐ŸŒน

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