1 week ago
This post is very difficult & for me to write, but it’s my reality. I still cry many tears, when I talk to much about it and have many thoughts off who I’m as a person.
The thing is l, that I’m no longer intern at the mental health ward as I was meant to be. THIS decision wasn’t mine at all! It turned out that some of the staff members remembered me even though it wasn’t the same ward as I was admitted at and it was over a year ago. Those staff members didn’t say that they remembered me to me, so I didn’t knew that they have remembered & reacted strongly, as I couldn’t remember them. After 1 and a half week my tutor at the ward took me a side and drop the bomb, with the word “We remember you - you’ve to understand that some of us find it difficult to be around you, as you remind us of what there happened back then. That we laid on top on you, fed you the way we did & how sick you were”. I don’t want to go into details of what else I was told, but I must admit that I haven’t seen it coming. I didn’t knew which staff members it concerns as they never came to me themselves. But I reminded them of a period which have made them unwell and for that I’m deeply deeply sorry for, as it never was my meaning to hurt those how just wanted to help💔. Two days late I was told to leave😔 And I was sent to a nursing home for elderly with dementia, where I’m now. I’m NOT my past, but my past crept up on me (ones again)
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