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For 9 years of my life I was trapped. Living with my father was living in hell. I wasn't allowed to go over to friends houses because my dad didn't "trust" anyone, and I was too embarrassed to ever invite anyone over. I wasn't allowed to text others without my father reading every single text message after I entered highschool so at the point I just didn't text anyone. I was terrified of having a social media because when I was 14 he punched my computer for being friends with a black guy on Facebook. Not one family member including my own siblings questioned why I was forced to sleep in his bedroom, even after age 16 when it's obviously fucked up. I felt completely alone, and new that the only way things would change was if I did something, so I did. I finally stood up for myself, and I broke free from his grasp. I'm still healing though, I still have trouble keeping in touch with friends because I just don't know how to message people I'm so used to being alone. I'm striving to do better, and I never have given up on my dreams and I never will no matter how much I have been made to feel like I was nothing but a thing to make HIM feel better. No one is someones property, period.
Maxim is looking for their next Cover Girl and I would appreciate any support! If I win, I will use more than half of the $25,000 towards a foundation for abused children, Joyful Heart Foundation.
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