2 days ago
Somedays it hurts so much that I put bandages on my head, instead of the cuts.. 💕
I still dream of the nights when I don't die & wake up in the morning again.. I lay my head in mother's lap, talking about my day
Before pulling myself away as she untangles my curly mess,
In this other universe, my body is allowed to be mine.
Here, when pain says what can I do for you?
I look away, "This is just a dream, I'll wake up soon.. "
"Silly girl", it murmurs & walks away..! So last when I tried holding my breath too long, I was amused, when my chest hurt,
For I had forgotten, I could feel pain here.. Oh, Darling! You can feel pain, everywhere
Every part of your body resonates with the energy that flows, beneath your skin.
My babe, if it hurt in the right knee
Would hold her left, just coz we said
Was it there where it hurts..? Such is our pain & misplaced sympathy,
On the wrong knee..! So much so that we often don't correct them
About where it actually hurts..! So should I be happy for they don't realize or sad for they didn't?
I met young boy once, who pointed at his heart & told me it hurts there,
I laughed and wrote a poem on it.. Now I wonder, if I had the courage to do it more often.. Then my pain wouldn't be like that dead cousin nobody wants to talk about in the #fam_jams
They say pessimist live longer than the optimist, I just want to live🙂
I just want to play sad songs, that don't end in my hands trembling
I want my existence than more just trembling
Yet when you ask me to choose top 5 emojis for the day
I still don't choose pain..! Coz bad choices make good stories right..? And that's what everyone wants to listen..! 🙂 ... 😉☺
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