livingmylifecauseitsgolden Photos & Videos

1 month ago

#Thoughts &Action: Today our family gained another angel, his name is Bruce Thacker. Brucey thank you for the best week of my life. It was so beautiful. It was the first time I had left my kids for that long without feeling anxious about them. Even when I arrived back home I would’ve done anything to be back caring for you. I thank God for our time. Thank you God for letting all of us make it right for Brucey. All my Dad wanted was to die at home peacefully. But it was my first time experiencing this and it was just me making the decisions and I listened to the doctors instead of him. I would’ve done it differently I’ve always subconsciously regretted it. God allowed me to do Brucey right. He would’ve died in the hospital. I don’t believe anyone wants to die in the hospital. Nobody. Home is where the heart is. #RIPBrucey We love you. We’ll see you with Daddy and all of our amazing family and friends that have gone before us, soon. Thank you for Shawn. Today I celebrate life. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽💎💎💎❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰. . . Thank you to @seasonshospicetul for taking such great care of helping him and us with making his transition a beautiful one. He loved jazz. You should have seen his face. This was his music therapist, Hector. So beautiful. So caring. Thank you Hector and again to the whole staff @ Seasons Hospice. Thank you to our brother at Robert Richardson for referring them. We owe you. We love you. #Fam #MusicSaves #ArtSaves #ActingSaves #SingingSaves #DancingSaves #LovesSaves #GodIsLove Thank you for life right here, right now. 🙏🏽 #livingmylifecauseitsgolden ❤️

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4 months ago

Yes I Am BLESSED & HIGHLY FAVORED! Happy 20 Year Anniversary to ME! Who Jah BLESS No Man Or Woman Curse. Continuing to Be The Phenomenal Working Queen.YES,YES,YES❤ #LIVINGMYLIFECAUSEITSGOLDEN LIVE,LOVE,LAUGH❤♊💋

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11 months ago

God gave me life, a womb to be fruitful. A purpose to continue giving life. Finally claiming my own life. Every day, every month, every year, I fought internal battles w/ self. Overthinking, belittling & demonizing myself but I felt so God-like within. I could do anything imaginable except save people who didn’t want to be saved. I wanted to save everything around me. The children being abused & neglected around me. The children who grew to be adults who were still hurting from their parents unwarranted sacrifices & purposeful mistakes. I wanted to save them all but I couldn’t & it enraged me. A rage grew inside that I never knew existed. I knew I didn’t like this me. I knew I wasn’t this me before this relationship nor did I want to become this me forever. The sane me was slowly disappearing & the vain me appeared & took complete charge, so I thought. I capitalized on the misery that surrounded me & it wasn’t until the 3rd strike of borderline losing my own children to the state, I finally awoke. Every year I got older I didn’t want this life for me or them. The promises of change no longer deceived me. The temporary change became awareness. The sorries became a bandage over a wound that wouldn’t heal. At 28, June 27th, 2 days shy of my 29th birthday I decided enough was enough & I JUST WANT TO LIVE! I’m 29! My golden year. This is my new year. My year of rebirth. My year of self realization. My year of reincarnation. My year of greatness. My year of loving myself. My year of endless opportunities & possibilities. My year of being one with self. My year of purpose. My forever. I can only save me. I love me. I choose me. #God #Isurrender #Iamavailable #change #HELP #HelloEternalLovingPresence #domesticviolence #7yearsaslave #mindbodysoul #Idontblameyou #Iforgiveyou #thetruthsetsyoufree #mystoryisyetuntold #livingmylifecauseitsgolden #IAMFREE #freedom #thistooshallpass

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1 year ago

psa.. to all those who have hit the "follow or "unfollow " button In essence, though I may break the "4th wall" incessantly..i am not here for you..i am here for me...to organically express myself..i am not a blog, I do not concern myself with public opinion nor do I have an image to protect/maintain. if u glean something, that's great..but really I am thinking out loud, reinforcing what is true for me and imprinting my mind state publicly.. i dont concern myself with likes, I only care to be true to me and I choose to do so publicly...my page is as open as a door that never closes...you are free to walk out or walk in...not my concern.. i say what i want how I want when where and so on...again i am not a public figure who is concerned with a PSEUDO IMAGE..therefore feel free to unfollow at will..thank and have a BEAUTIFUL Fall Day😏😘😘🖖 #psa #LIVINGMYLIFECAUSEITSGOLDEN

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4 years ago

You never know what's around the corner. It could be everything. Or it could be nothing. You keep putting one foot in front of the other, and then one day you look back and you've climbed a mountain. Yes, there's no name to the direction but I know it's Greatness! #effyourbeautystandards #versailles @dnexstepsandals #strong #Paris #entreamis #destinedforgreatness #prettygirlsrock #bigandbeautiful #curvy #plussize #plussizefashion #direction #up #travel #happy #youngandfree #livingmylifecauseitsgolden #instaquotes #instadaily #love #wanderlust #instapassport #instatravel

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