5 days ago
Ya know?...I try not to piss people off, but there are times I end up doing so without even trying.
I managed to singlehandedly fuck up a potential friendship with a transperson after only a month. (Not by misgendering, but underestimating the value of something she shared.) Sorry to bother you and waste your time, ma'am. You deserve more respect than what I gave you. Meanwhile, keep sharing your lyrical talent and keep your head up. Have a blessed life with those who treat you the ways you want to be treated.
With all that said, I think I'll just kindly exit the LGBTQ+ community and just go rest in a hole somewhere, as I've proven over and over again in the last 5 years, that I never could belong to it due to either being thirsty, harassing, breaking unwritten rules or pushing unstated boundaries. (Then I learn when it's too late) I'd rather do that than keep making mistakes and justifying the reason I'm always being ghosted or tuned out. I'm sorry about everything I've done...that includes coming out in the first place, because I'm just another person who makes an already marginalized community look bad. I've officially got no "pride" left and I'm done begging for somebody to let me in. 😞
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