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How many times have you had that day where you go to bed late at night after, a day which tired you out body and soul. And you felt as if there's a bomb ticking inside your brain, 1,2,3 and you could actually feel it ticking, feel it banging it's surface against your skull with intense pressure and your heart also echos to it. That is exactly how I felt the day I realized that you no longer love me. But I didn't work all day to feel this way. I was a still as the sky in my couch all day, drinking coffee after coffee after coffee thinking that if I stuff my brain with the intoxicating smell of the ground coffee beans. I would pardon myself of thinking about what went wrong, what went wrong with us?
As per you nothing went wrong. But 'we' were just wrong and that's why you chose to be 'you' and 'me' and drown the 'us', that us is now drowning inside the ship of my memory and this could be the emotional ghost of the 'Titanic' and I was the one who said full steam ahead, therefore I can't forget the 'us'. The radio was playing in the background the real conversation was going inside my head therefore the radio was in the background but as soon as Michael Shultz started singing his heart out, I turned into the song "Thought we had the time, had our lives
Now you'll never get older, older
Didn't say goodbye, now I'm frozen in time
Getting colder, colder". Why do we chose to fall in love with people, knowing that we're wrong. I guess love is the only emotion that let's us to chose something wrong and let's us to be happy about it for a while! But maybe, to love is not chose, it maybe is to breathe in and breathe out. I know you no longer love me and I'm as stagnant as the sky today and my mind a ticking bomb, while my heart is the Titanic.
© Adithya Sasikala
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