5 hours ago
You always said this. 👆🏽 @natejamesblack
And a part of me really, truly believes that you knew that was going to be true for you. You always were wise beyond your years.
You lived every day fully, choosing to be happy, leading with love, shining your light, sharing your passions. ✨
Every human who came into your orbit during your 29 spins around the sun was lucky. So so so lucky. ♥️
Your presence on this Earth was truly a present. 🎁
I miss you fiercely Nathan James Holder. 💜
Like “a lot, a lot.”
You'll forever be with me, and I know that, but it doesn’t make it hurt any less. The hardest part for me hasn’t been saying goodbye. It’s been learning how to deal with that emptiness I was left with when you left us.
Four years without you seems like an impossible amount. But then I remember I’ve still got a lifetime to go, and it hurts me so. 💔
I chose to celebrate your life today. 🥰
I hung out with some of our homies, celebrating @conorcutz ’s success and I know you totally would have been there front row centre with me. 🙌🏽 HE’S MAKING MUSIC NOW. How epic is that?! And it’s real good. @weareflightschool. 👏🏽 I can literally SEE you fist bumping him and can HEAR you saying “MASSIVE” while you do it. 🤛🏽 Being surrounded by people I love who love you too made me feel at ease.
I went for a hike, allowing myself to let time slow down, just enjoying the feeling of the sun on my face and the sound of the snow crunching under my feet. ❄️☀️
I scrolled through pics and old texts and reminisced about all the good times, soooo many good times. ❣️
I even made some “unchicken” waffles (I’m vegan now, so ya know, that’s the only way) in your honour. 🍽🍗
You may not have been here for a long time, but I know you were here for many good times. And I am forever grateful for all of those good times you gifted me with. 💜
It never gets easier. I’ll think of you always.
Forever in my heart, homie. 143. 💖