4 days ago
When your phone likes to show you pictures reminding you from that day one year ago, when you were totally heartbroken, on the brink of absolute despair and feeling as if you’d lost everything you ever dreamed of having... A year ago I couldn’t go a day without feeling like I wanted nothing to do with my own life or what was to become of me... I had lost myself.
One year later, here I am, and I’ve never felt better... I worked harder, pushed myself to carrying on studying, found the power the gym has over your mental health, challenged myself to get out of my comfort zones and do things I wouldn’t normally do... it was a crazy yet beautiful journey and all that combined together with time, I realised the value in giving up fighting for someone who doesn’t want you anymore and get up and start fighting for yourself, you need you more than anyone else does.
I really went through it, learned the hard way that life is too short to waste your time chasing after someone who only sees you as an option or a plan b... I misunderstood devaluation and emotional abuse for “a challenge”, I believed I was strong and could get through it, it will work out I said to myself, foolishly thinking it wasn’t affecting my mental wellbeing but it was, it got me eventually and left me totally broken.
The most important lessons I learned over the past year; if someone acts like they don’t care, believe them and being on your own isn’t something you should be afraid of. •
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