3 days ago
Today is my 3rd rebirthday. WTH am I blubbering about? In essence, I was released of my burdens, emptiness, and sprung out of the fire that consumed me for two decades. I was given new life, free from #emotionalabuse , unpredictable tirades, and longstanding #manipulation. Today, it's been 3 years since finally seeking help. It escalated into a foray of physical violence, terrorizing and verbal abuse throughout the night. By midday, this date in 2016, I couldn't handle it anymore. As strong as I had to been for four months prior, trying to make sense of it all - - my soul, my body, my spirit was exhausted. I wasn't eating. I wasn't sleeping. I was threatened at my job. I was in constant #fightorflight. And he would add to that, so that I was not at peace, saying that since he was not doing well, then I don't get to be well. I finally went to the police. I walked in. Told my story. Was retold my story back to me. Wrote my story. And then was given the @varoguam #PowerandControl pamphlet. I nearly gave myself my own death. How smart and privileged I was/am all this time. How educated and gifted (I am not bragging, I'm getting to this point -->) that I had been used, abused, and controlled for a lifetime. You could be the greatest fighter, richest person, poorest peddler, strongest bodybuilder, fastest runner, quickest analyst, savvy financier, land baron, or average teacher and still be a victim of #domesticabuse from an intimate partner. Get out. Seek help. Speak up. You are not alone. 1 in 4 people, likely women, are victims. Come to me. Let's smile and grow together. #lovemyself .
#narcissistfree #narcissisticabuse #narcfree
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