37 minutes ago
So..I hadn’t spoken to my mum in a few years prior to her leaving ME and THIS earth. It was 2017 a year before when I was thinking about her 50th coming up in the next year, I gave myself a deadline. (never do that, we are in the now) I learnt from that deadline and I’m the person I am now because of it, it hurts so bad. The deadline was March 14th 2018 my mums 50th birthday. She wouldn’t of cared to celebrate it, knowing her she probably hadn’t even thought of it. I said to my-self and my now husband I think I want to talk to my mum, and if i didn’t find the courage or wasn’t ready then I want to let off balloons to celebrate for her. Well that didn’t happen as she passed away October 5th 2017 and I let of balloons for a different reason. I will always celebrate your birthday mum.
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