11 hours ago
It’s not my first time outdoors. I actually spent my whole life in the outsides. What changed though, is my mindset when facing the external world.
Whereas before, fear, anger and vulnerability escorted my excursions, it’s now with joy and serenity that I meet the alterity.
What helped in this way is definitely the clothing I used to choose to meet the outside world. Beforehand, no matter the piece of clothing I’d pick, I felt naked all the time. I looked naked ! It resulted in my trying to protect my supposed exposed intimacy with unapproriate fashion.
But recently, I wide opened my wardrobe and made order in my closet. I kept the clothing that I needed and really liked. I gave away the worn-out pieces and those which didn’t suit me anymore.
Moreover, I learned to cherish my clothing and choose wisely which to wear on which occasion. And this is how you see me now. In my garden in Fondatia, perfectly dressed for the occasion : the white pearls are strategically pinned to hold my skin tight while I expose it to the ultraviolets. Obviously, those are also blocked from my pupil by my shades. My ear-wires, in turn, are mandatory when harvesting my plants’ waves.
And of course, as you noticed, I star-sewed my lips but that’s just because you know that even for gardening, I’m keeping it real and sexy 😘