4 days ago
One day in my class of university，our professor told us that nature is beautiful. Everybody thinks so. Our thought and mind are made to think they are beautiful.
By the time I was 16，I had never cried over the nature I saw. Of course I had seen sunset so many times from my house，but never been without humanｰmade things.
When I was 17，cried by myself that if I could change my life better. I forgot how to smile. For the first time in my life，I cried over a nature. Swore God that I will change my life in the view.わDidn't know it would work or not，I guess I can tell him now.
Human made is such as convenient and sometimes so beautiful. However the more you get used to see it，the more you could forget how it is not normal: forget how nature is impressive，and beautiful. And perhaps even never seen actual nature.
Have you ever seen the blue sky with less telephone pole? Have you ever seen thunderstorm from the cottage? Have you ever seen shooting place looking like Savanna?
This is one chapter of my book titled ''When I like myself''，themed ''the things I always miss but I don't usually do. My life is a lot better because I saw what I wished to see，thought what I wished to think，cried what I wished to cry for.''