I was always a bad to the bone about my emotions. I learned in the last years that aspie people had the same emotions that neurotypical people but expressed from a different perspective. I also learned that as an aspie I have one trigger to my darkest and deepest sadness. This trigger is when I saw something bad happened to a Bull Terrier. I'm not talking about Jimmy, I'm talking about every bully in the world. I see each of them like I see my own friend. They are equals, they are all like Jimmy and Jimmy is like all of them.
When I saw a bully abandoned, sick, mistreated is like I am looking to mine in the same situation and I became devastated for days. Today I've got a message from a close friend telling me bad news about her bully health and I became sad, very sad. Sad about her bully, sad about her, sad about live in a very distant country, sad about not believe in god to pray to her, sad to not be able to send any message to make her happier, sad. This post is to her, my friend M. I will ask her to read all your messages to feel a little bit better. You are better than me expressing emotions. You are fucking awesome. thank you guys. PS: Jimmy is fine
M. this post is for you!